Stressed

I'm so stressed with school and junk at home and quitting work. I'm really tempted to just not go into work tomorrow. I just want a day where I can just lay down and hang out with my son and Nick. I just want everything to really feel okay again. I hate not being able to trust anything my friends say. I hate not trusting anyone anymore. I hate feeling hate towards everything. I just really want things to get better. I just want to feel happy and excited about things again. I mean, I'm extremely happy and excited to meet my son and for Nick to come home so we can all be one happy family, but it seems like those moments will never come because they're taking way too long to get here. I just want my mom to actually take time out of her day to ask me how my day was or to even talk to me, but she doesn't and probably won't ever. She never has. I just want her to act like she cares. When my son is old enough to talk and to understand things, I'll ask him every single day how his day was. I'll hug him daily and I'll do everything I can to remind him that I care. I just want him to live a perfect life, well, as perfect as I can make it. I hope things get better soon.