Update

Sooo Annabelle is sick again. It's not good. She sneezed on my face when I was on the phone with Alexxys yesterday and it was kind of really awkward. Hahahah. We keep sleeping lately. Not much to do when you don't work and when you don't really talk to many people. I want to work on my baby booookkkkk. And I JUST WANT TO HAVE THIS DARN KID ALREADY. Come out kiddo pleaseeeeee! I'm getting his dresser tomorrow I think and I think I'm getting my pictures done tomorrow, too! I'm so boredd. And now I am done

it makes me really sad that my friends just seem to 'forget' about me. and it's really funny, because they just don't seem to remember me until i say something. i wish blogs and facebook and the stupid internet didn't exist so i could just forget about things. but it's hard to just not pay attention to those stupid things for some reason. and it sucks. i just miss all my friends that i used to have. oh well.

Scared

So... a lot has been happening. Most of spring break I've been sleeping.. but today Nick had court. I walked into the waiting room looking for his family and didn't realize he was sitting right in front of me! Hahaha but we gave each other the biggest hug. It was so good seeing him again. During court I was really nervous. But Nick says it went better than he expected, so that's really, really good! I hope that he can come home and live with his aunt, it would make everything a lot easier. My doctor told my aunt yesterday that if I start to go into labor that they're not going to try to stop it! Doesn't that sound crazy?? My little son will be here so soon. I can't believe it. I just want to make sure Nick is home so I don't have to go through this whole thing completely alone. :/ I really miss him. I hope I get to see him again soon.. and I'm feeling really crappy. I feel like I have a bad cold or something. :/ But anywho, I hope everyone is having a really good spring break! I miss you guys! But I dont want to go back to school. At least I get to be on leave soon!!! :) I cant wait to see the little guy. I wonder what I'm going to name him............ maybe I should think more about names.

Joys of being small and pregnant

My back is literally killing me and it has been for hours.. I feel awful :(

Update

So this week has been amazing. On Monday I finally got to see Nick after 6 months and I ate taco's with him and his family. It was yummy. And Ashley and I drove his drunk uncle and his friend home because there was no way Trina (Nick's aunt) would let them stay there, but hey, neither would I. It was quite amusing. Gary (Nick's uncle) kept calling me his niece and he kept saying "Oh no, my niece is going to tell on me. Ohh no. Oh no. She thinks I'm weird now." and he kept saying stuff like that. He's so goofy. But then on Tuesday I got to go see him and it was really fun. Nick made fun of me the whole time cause he's a goof. On Tuesday we just cuddled and watched movies. It was really, really nice. He was talking to one of his friends about me, too. He was saying how good it was to see me and how he had missed me so much. And that he's straightening up for me and the baby. It was really nice hearing that. But after he went back to Kearney I haven't been feeling well. Back to feeling the same as usual, I guess! But lunch was good. And now I don't have anything to talk about. So I shall stop typing.

This is my best friend, everyone.

I love him so much. I thank God every single day for having us meet in second grade. "Forever and always and even longer" :)

yayayayayayayaayayayayayaayyay!

I AM SO EXCITED FOR SUNDAY AND MONDAY 

But my Aunt Sandee came to visit the other day and it was totally awkward and idk i don't like seeing her because she doesn't understand my choices. When she was pregnant at 16, she gave her daughter up for adoption and she doesn't want me to 'live in poverty for the rest of my life.' But she was super shocked that he has his own room and everything, in a way i think she's happy for me, but I know she'd rather me give him to a couple in Georgia. But yeah I just want it to be Sunday so I can parrrrttttaaaayyyyy!